I feel like this is so healthy for me. I mean I still don’t care that my dad’s in Hell but I do have the heart to help others!!
I’m coming from feelings of abandonment and just how much they distracted me from day to day.
I hardly ever get emotionally involved with anyone. I find it helps me to keep a respectful distance.
I was thinking about this. I know my friends are going to screw me over sooner or later because they’re not real friends and this is what they do.
I think it’s time to create a better support system off of the internet? At least some of the time.
I’ll start with the church. I need to be around believers I just have the discipline to see the wolves in sheep clothing.
If one person makes me her project I’m leaving. I’ll try to grin and bear it and as long as she isn’t to pushy.
Seems like I have more bad to say than good about the church.
Well, I need some different perspectives on things and I want to stick with those who think like me. Even though sometimes there are the people who come and friends only to steal what you have. I’m making boundaries for those people. Establishing and enforcing boundaries is not a strong point of mine but I’ve been working on it and it really seems to be working well.
I still have built a support system!!
I hope this church isn’t some kind of cult…
It’s time to face this fear of abandonment
I think what is going to happen with me is
What a shame to need to realize how much this can really
Yes, “Ann is talking to me.”