I’ve decided after I get time management to a point where I’ve mastered this issue with my manic stages under control I’m going to attack social anxiety.
This means I will have to leave my house…Yikes!
Exposing myself to the fakes and phonies (among other negative and familiars). I can see their game a lot clearer now and I’m pretty good in creating boundaries. I’m used to other “psycho’s” being attracted to me and I know how to keep a respectful distance.
I hate the thought of periodically leaving my safe environment. My existence has to go further than that. I have to become more of a member of society. It’s important to my community that I share my strengths. Those around me will be touched by my positive spirit and humble nature.
Where will I go?
My options are:
- Go to the coffee shop regularly (three times a week? Start at once a week?)
- Church (Do I want to deal with religious fanatics at this point in my life? And how about the ones that make me their “project”)
- There’s a support group I’ve heard about that I could go to.
- Volunteer (Do I want to travel that far in the Wintertime? Will I ever get to the point where I can actually do something so “routine”?)
Well this is all I can think of.
Does anyone have any advice on social matters?