I wonder how many people hate me because of my hours long posting music videos….was I a little manic?? Ahhhh…YEA!!
So these manic episodes are really making time management impossible!!
I’m giving myself three months. Until March. Then I’m going back on Lithium…
So far everything I’ve had to work in being bipolar I’ve overcome. I can be very proud of myself for that!
But this time management is beating me!!
I have to stop letting myself go manic. I can feel it coming on and I decide to just go with it and then look what happens! I stay up for days then sleep for days!
Like tonight for instance. I’m telling myself since I took my meds late I can stay up ONE night! So I have to combat this situation by diminishing my ability to stay awake. There are times I’m so manic the night pills don’t do anything.
The problem is I like my manic states! I love the feeling of euphoria!!
I’m so sorry I went crazy and posted all that music 🙂