When I begin something new, it could be anything, a job, a relationship, a new project etc…at first I get fully engrossed in it. I give it everything I’ve got. It will hold my focus and complete attention. I’ll spend every free moment pouring over it.
I lose all interest usually abandoning it left unfinished, hurt feelings and dust in my wake and I don’t care. I can’t make myself care either. I’m just done.